Monday, October 29, 2007

trying to be a good student!

so today i woke up and decided i was going to get out of bed and go to school to do homework. So i did just to find insane amounts of frustration!!!!! I went to print out my math homework and when I finally figured out how to do it, it says i have insufficient funds so i have to go put my lunch money in the machine =/ when i finally have the work printed i go to the AMAZING college algebra math lab for help where i come to find the biggest math tutor jerk IN THE WORLD!!! i already know i'm an idiot yet he felt the need to reassure me of my stupidity by telling me all the things i should know and how i'm not gonna pass my test.. soooo then i said PPPSSSHHHHH and got up and went to this sweet looking lady and come to find that she too was the devil. She handed me a math book and said read and walked away!! lol this is when all the curse words ever invented start running through my mind!!! After this terrible experience in the AMAZING college math lab i went to the intermediate lab where everyone is loving and caring and helpful and finally completed my math work =)
So people DO NOT go to the college math lab at dade...they hate everyone!!! lol

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Loss of Faith

Lately I have found myself questioning the good and bad things that happen to me and other people around me...and I have no answer. Some people say karma and some say it's God's will. And I'm at a point where I just don't know anymore. I see people around me being hurt for things they don't deserve and the more I try to save them the more I see I can't save them. So then I try to leave it to God but it's killing me that He's not making it better either. I know He has a plan but why do innocent people have to suffer. I guess this is a test in my faith and others to truly believe that God will take care of His people. And I am a firm believer in that if you leave it up to Him He will take care of it...I'm just losing faith. But I will continue to follow Him because I need to find the light at the end of this tunnel and only He can take me there.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Blogger in Training

hey guys!!!! I finally joined the blog world (special thanks to merari) so this week has been the best/worst week EVER!! everything has gone wrong but so many things have gone starting small group with Steph this week and doing great on my anatomy quiz =) but I have chosen to be as of today I have decided I will not be bitter any more (or atleast for what's left of the week) And now because I am a sucky writer I will end my blog by telling you my top 10 favroite songs EVER!!!

1. Always-Bon Jovi
2. Stellar-Incubus
3. Looking to my eyes-Brian Adams
4. Terminal- Jjack's Mannequin
5. Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
6. Over You- Daughtry
7. Right Here- Staind
8. Enough- Barlow Girl
9. Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol
10. Watch the World- Box Car Racer